July 2010
7 posts
“Movements of God last forever”
– Paul Washer
““Well, I was out here on the highway, and I was driving and I had a flat...”
– Paul Washer
“If you’re a Christian, you’re not a Christian because when Jesus...”
– Paul Washer
“When everything inside me looks like everything I hate, You are the hope I have...”
– On Fire by Switchfoot
Living Water
Living Water fill my thirsty soul Holy Spirit come Bread of Life fill my aching need Holy Spirit come
For I am nothing without Your love Breathe new life in me Then will my life bring glory unto Thee HOLY SPIRIT COME
“I said to the LORD, “You are my Lord; apart from You I have
no good...”
– Psalm 16:2
June 2010
5 posts
“THE human heart has hidden treasures,
In secret kept, in silence sealed;
The...”
– Evening Solace
-Charlotte Bronte
My heart is hungry for a food that won’t come.
So I’m reading some journal entries (not on tumblr) that I wrote around this time last year, and I am just amazed at how much plans, stituations, and I have changed. One year does a world of difference. Maybe time can mend some things. I know for sure my heart no longer yearns for you. =]
“Emotions, in the train of life, make a great caboose, but make a lousy engine....”
– James MacDonald, speaking on God’s will for our lives (via skizymagoo) (via peacenotwar)
May 2010
1 post
I want a generation that will not be okay with...
I want to be part of that generation.
April 2010
2 posts
Its weird
not being able to come back.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know where to go.
I’m a little scared.
“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t...”
– James Earl Jones (via quote-book)
December 2009
2 posts
I'm going to lose many battles, but Praise God the...
“And don’t just follow your heart, man; ‘cause your heart can be...”
– Michael Simmons (Fireproof)
November 2009
4 posts
The days are getting so cold, I just want to cuddle up to a warm cup of tea and a good book.
I'm struggling
to find something to live for.
October 2009
1 post
I promise,
today was the last time.
I promise I promise I promise I promise!!
I hope.
September 2009
13 posts
I wish
I didn’t keep half-doing things.
I can do so much better.
=[
Life is too short
to dwell on the negative. =]
who's the little dummy?
I am I am I am!
But.. story of my life.
Remember those memories I mentioned earlier?
I changed my mind. I don’t want them anymore. Keep them. Delete them. Do whatever to them. =] Please?
Thanks.
To heart,
Silly heart I said to stop Hurts now doesn’t it You should have listened to me
-Brain
Don't you just hate
how your mind remembers the things you want to forget, and forgets the things you want to remember?
Unless its just me… In which case, darn.
I just want these memories forever, please?
“You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words...”
– ~ Nicholas Sparks (via gatekeeper)
Take these feelings.
I’m so tired of feeling like this. It doesn’t feel good. =[
I’m beginning to wish I went to Kona instead.
When will it start getting better?
Gah, and life goes on…
“And the thing that irks me most is this shattered prison, after all. I’m...”
– Cathrine Linton (Wuthering Heights)
I hate
change. I also hate the situation as it currently is. but I wasn’t content with the past.
I hate need change. Maybe change wouldn’t be so bad… if only I could see the outcome. =[
…I hate not knowing,
I’m beginning to think that I don’t know what I want.
I don't want to have to choose between being loved...
Why can’t I have both?
“It is all your quirks,
things you hate about yourself,
that captured my heart.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via quote-book)
August 2009
13 posts
“In the end, it’s still best to wait for the one we want rather than settle for...”
– (via ifwordscankill | pineappleupsidedown | lilyfirefly | kazzi | letterboxlove | lovebot | keeenoismyfriend | camillllllllllle) (via kimberlyjane) (via mylovenotes)
“Too often going after what feels good means letting of what you know is right....”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via quotewhore)
“Soul mate: two little words, one big concept. A belief that someone, somewhere,...”
– Sex and the City (via quotewhore)
Gah, I’m sudden afraid that I won’t be smart enough to succeed. I think the reason why I did so well in the past was because I had a vendetta to prove my parents wrong, or in someway win their approval. However, now that what they think hardly seems to matter because it isn’t constantly and daily bombarding me since I moved out of the house, I’m afraid that all my...
“When you’re young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow...”
– Sex and The City (via quotewhore)
It seems better, like its getting easier, but I think I’m lying so much to myself that I’m starting to believe it. I think whatever happens next is going to hurt - No, its definately going to hurt. However, it would help me move past this. =[
Also, I know how creepy and psycho I must seem… I just can’t help myself. ;)
“A man with no goals is no different than a dead fish.”
– Dangerous Games
I hate how lonely I feel. I hate how I’m starting to second guess myself… again. I hate that I don’t feel in control of everything. I hate that all I do is plan and plan and plan and never follow through.
some re-evaluating is in order.
Its been about a year since I have written or kept a journal, and I believe my inability to verbally express myself is getting the best of me. I need something or somewhere to voice the words I don’t have the courage or heart to say aloud.
So although I don’t believe my thoughts will peak anyone’s interests, this is where I will write at least once a week as an outlet to my...